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Thursday, December 17, 2009 12:07 AM
many things to discribe my self. i'm a dumb with a average kinda heart.i do have sweaty palms.i mean what the heck! i can be rough at times,but most of the time,i'm weak.mentally weak. i don't mind being disturb,because i'm used to it at home..... i love to laugh,but i hate to cry...................................................dot dot dot and more dots....... thinking,thinking,and more thinking........ blah blah blah blah................ space space space........... silence silence silence..... and i'm done....hahahahahahahahahaha...trick ya people!!!! muahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaha
Monday, December 14, 2009 3:10 AM
i felt so not me right now.i'm troubled. i lie i die, i'm hurt i'm quiet, i dumb when i'm numb, i'll cry when i'm weak. sleepy is what i feel right now.feeling a bit disappointed is what i can't avoid. what's got in to me? am i alive? i was before. my heart was heavy so does my life. anyway,just now me and my siblings we were in the kitchen with my father. he was talking about how you can die peacefully without having doubts or regrets. he told us,that after bathing aidilfitri.we could bring our mother to sit on the sofa. and forgive her, and many more.then he says,if our mother cried when she smile,it means we are forgiven. and he kept telling us,that we really really need to be independent before he pass on he's life, which i don't even know when and i hope its not close by.i will miss him if he goes away. or maybe i won't move on my life.haiz...... i feel like crying right now...................................
Tuesday, December 08, 2009 9:00 PM
what do i think about my surroundings? doesn't matter at home or outside?? let me tell you.... firstly, my siblings.wait...shall i say all of siblings has "someone" or a particular guy/girl to love with.except for me.i know that ever since yesterday.while i was waiting for something.my younger sister she was on the phone with her boyfriend/kekasih yang tersayang....well...that i don't mind.and then a few minutes after she and boyfriend chit chat.my older sister got a call by her friend or whatever they're called now.it's because my older she had this love love feeling towards him.and of coz he knows it.so both of them were on the phone.except for me.i'm the one who is alone,no one to talk to.i barely cry.like right now.i know having relationship is not good for me now.but when things go badly,who do i wanna talk to? myself? or maybe someone? i can't turn on to my parents,because they themselves have problems on their own.and i pity on them.to my brother??? he's not even here.... i guess that i'm on my own now a days.i'm pretty sure i'll be living like hell.crying alot most of the time.couldn't tell which one right or wrong.and to me love doesn't exist anymore.i'll say love is like a fantasy,it doesn't exist in real world.and its impossible to love.to people it is possible if you try hard enough.but for me i gave up on love long time ago.there's no need for me to find now.i'll just straight up my atittude,living my life as an animator,work hard if i can. be responsible on my own things.if i had the time.i could work.just to occupy my space between work and school.don't think of relationships.friendship of coz do exist,and ya.other than that............are all gone.................. Who are you? Turn it, can ya tell me Who are you? Are you still my baby? I thought I did, but I don't know who you are Makes it impossible to love you Baby, it's like I'm spinnin' around The way I feel, I don't know if we're up or if we're down I thought I did, but I don't know who you are It's so impossible, impossible to love you By Joanna Leveque => It's Impossible To Love.......
Sunday, December 06, 2009 9:49 PM
 damian,jas(minum maintain) and afiqah.... my room..hehehees:D during our discussion.... winny,afiqah and damian...pose ppl!!!!  those are the pics from my wonderful 2 days,1 night camp. i know,i know.i slept in a luxurious room.with tv and air-cons.well,its at Nanyang.its like damn far from bedok. and i didn't sleep like the whole night,its because i was hungry and feel like eating something else than the food they gave.oh ya! i forget to tell you that this camp is called EIE: EXPLORING SOMETHING ETHINICITY.i don't know what's the I stands for.too much in my mind right now.well,this camp is mainly about RACISM.yes! racist.what do i know about racist??? well.....i'm not really a racist.or should i say i'm not racist at all.you know why? because we share the same blood.we are all humans and all,except that we have different ethinic.and we do have the same brain,but some are fast,some are slow,some are intelligent,some are you know...creative,skillfull,etc... so the first day of camp,me and danielle met at toa payoh.because i don't even know how to go there.and not only that.i'm not usually good in mornings,i get blur easily.and that's not good.move on..... took 213 if i'm not wrong.and reach there around 7 plus in the morning.saw alot,not really alot.of peoples from other schools.and me and danielle thought that the camp is going to be 100% boring.but it turn to be OK...really fun but.i couldn't put my fun in as i was soooo,freakin tired.anyways.... we took bus and head to Nanyang.the place looks like a hostel but my team mates says that it was a hotel.than we were split into 5 groups.i was in group 4.like those friends of mine.they are fun to talk to.fun to play jokes with............but all the funs ends today.it was fast.it feels like we known each other for long long time.we told about our past and present life.ya.i hope i could i get a steady life.no worries,no broken hearted,no sadness and all.haix..... i must say,that life will never be steady.there's always worries and sadness.love especially.i love to love by someone.someone who could hold me tight and says "i love you" many,many times.someone who could says "i love you because you're unique and always special to me".someone...just that special someone.but i guess that its hard to find someone as special as that,because i'm the one who gets hurt alot.guys who dump me.its so hard.................its just hard.......
Wednesday, December 02, 2009 2:33 PM
 a nice view from my house.its so beautifull that i actually took it.hehehe... anyways..exams are over and there's nothing,and i mean ain't nothing i can do but wait til 11 of dec. its THE CLASS BBQ... ok...seriously i need to get a cool hobby to occupy my sick sick holiday.. let's see what should i do first. roll myself to bed, or make my own jokes, or sing myself to sleep, or go on a shopping spree, or play computer till i got no ther sites to go or play ball, or read some books or go walking at bedok or cycle myself to east coast park.ok that's too much... that's all i could think of.boo hoo,boring much. haha..if can i wanna go on a date with anybody,and i mean anybody who is willing to go on a silly date with me. it can be with my friends or cousins or maybe my siblings.hahahahah... haiya....i should have followed my mummy and daddy to johor yesterday.but its ok.at least they bought my all time wanna watch but can't cd..500 days of summer....hahahaha...YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i know what to do.i could watch that show.good good....ok bye!!!!!!!
Thursday, November 26, 2009 11:19 PM
darn it man...my life is super bored.and i'm super sleepy and super bored today school..not much happen.the usual...its like i can tell what happens on monday too.since tomorrow there's no school.coz its hari raya haji.so all the poor kambing got slaughter.poor kambing.hehe. anyway,today as i said nothing much happen.but,some of my few friends plus me were called during our DMI theory class.because of YOG thingy,of coz there's also other people from other schools came just to go for a short talk.......a very very lame,bored,all the same talk.its like been there done that talk. and a cool colour t-shirt.luckily its in green..my most favourite colour of all.hehe......move on.after the short and bored talk.we(my friends and i) went to e202.thought of staying back and do our last project.but theres like alot of other classes using the com.hehehehe....and so i sat there doing nothing.and thought of withdrawing my money but turns out that the posb bank is like out of cash.i mean how can the posb be run out of cash??? it makes no sense at all.and that makes me starve to death........... haha.did i tell you that i went to walk all the way to the other side of the school with jasmine and shijie...haha...wierd right.anyway thanks uhs guys.hahahaha...after walking went back to school to buy water from the vening machine.and i was left with 50 cents.i thought of buying ice milo.but the drink turn out to be ice mineral water.like what the heck man...so i decided to throw it away... and then after that we went walking behind the school to find the others.i mean.hahahaha..gosh..i'm talking crap man today.haish.....anyway went to the street soccer...and play ball for awhile..then took pictures...of my classmates wearing CUTE ehemm....hahaha...seriously they look like gay boys...but in a CUTE way...hahaha...and all of the pictures is kinda rated 17...hahahahaha...below 16 cannot see.....hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha... so here it goes....i hope you guys won't mind right?!?!?!?! hehees ;P 
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 9:32 PM
haro haro...hahaha not much in mind right now.haix... monday > well,i must say that monday wasn't really my day.firstly,i had fever,flu and cough.but i still came to school.and then i didn't bring my thumbdrive.it's because i thought of doing it in school.and i actually stay back for nothing.like what the heck! tuesday > met ain sunshine,i mean thank GOD its sunny and windy at the same time.haha...and ate breakfast at macdonald.pancakes as usuall.but can't finish it,coz i was too sick to chew down.haish........we chit chat about school and we kinda recall back to our secondary school days.i'm so missing everyone though.and after all the talks.we went walking at bedok in the morning.i mean we walk the whole of bedok.if i were to say tiring...hmmm...its not.because when you walk and talk at the same time.you will tend to forget about your tiredness...haha...and then after walking and talking.we went to take the bus around 12.45 or....i don't know.and i happend to reach school early or somewhat.then out of the blues.the class test appeared....and at first i looked at it.i got an big F....then my teacher told us to check it our paper in case she mark it wrongly.and in the end.....gosh....i'm actaully typing a grandma grandpa story....anyway move on....in the end...i got a D...i mean not that good and not that bad...but i wanna aim B...that's all i could aim it.i mean.......after that did my flash website...and found out that my flash has something wrong somewhere....like what a luck.and i have to like...change computers....haish........ and at last i did finish my website...YAHOOO!!!!!!!!!! but i got a feeling that website wasn't my best at all.its like damn not nice.but what the heck.and so..i reach home around 9 plus...cool huh?!?! i've become a naughty girl already hor...haish....bluek ;P today > went to the auditorium to watch my seniors coolsss......and fantastic short animation film.and i must say they did like WOW!!!!!! hahahahahaha...jealous jealous.and it end like around 3pm or 3 plus.and of coz i went straight home...haha....so now...all i can do is..redo'ing back my storyboard..coz i misplace it...like again....aiyo.... green is always my favourite colour.hah?!!! |
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